Heavy Bones

I used to think this
Weight in my bones was
Pain Anxiety Fear

But really it’s
Regret masked as a
Life of living small

Shrinking a body that’s been
Asking to take up space

Playing safe in a story
That’s never quite felt like mine

Keeping quiet to
Protect the egos of fragile men

This heavy burden is
My own doing
And now is the time for
My own unlearning


”Heavy Bones”
May 15, 2022