Feel Good Feeling

That feel good feeling
You know the one -
Where time is slowed +
Everything is easy

Well, it didn’t last long
Fear crept back in -
Like night washes away the sun
A tight grip around my throat

What is it I’m protecting myself from?
My own thoughts + worries?
A false sense of control
When really I have none

How does one continue to access that
Feel good feeling?
Drugs Sex Lies… No
Presence
Slowing
Truth

That feel good feeling
You know the one -
Like sun warming you from the inside out
Everything is easy


”Feel Good Feeling”
December 14, 2021