I miss us
And I miss you
I hate that you don’t feel it too
do you think about me?
I often dream of you
more than I care to admit to
I’m sorry for the things
I did + didn’t do
for all the things I put you through
bricks on chest
the vision of her where I should have been
me asleep alone once again
heart broken, ashamed
too many decisions already made
and I can’t help but regret mine most of the day
but these are the texts I’ll never send
the things I’ll never say
not to your face anyway
“Texts I’ll Never Send”
July 2023